A List of If’s

If I wouldn’t have ever suggested it, would they have ever offered me the opportunity?

If I hadn’t followed up, would they have forgotten? Would it have ever happened?

Did my one email, my one phone call, make a difference?

Will my one email, my one phone call, make a difference?

If I hadn’t given in to the bestseller, would I not be so sleepy right now?
Stupid Hunger Games.

If I never asked for specifically what I wanted, would I have ever received it? Would I have received something else entirely?

If I had never defined specifically what I wanted, would I have thought to ask for it?

If she pops out hating books, will I survive?
Nah. She wouldn’t. She couldn’t. Because I wouldn’t.
Maybe.

I think.

If I make one more call, to ask one more person, every day, what will happen?

If I write one more paragraph, what would it all add up to?

If I share it, will they laugh?

If I ignore the dust bunnies, will they just disappear?
They will. Right?
Hello?

If we keep up this pace of development, if we keep up this pace of learning and experiencing and growing, will we get tired? Annoying?
Will we still have any stinkin friends?

If what that lady said was true, and if I went after it, would it work?

If I had never written 29 years old on the list, would it have taken me until 39 years to accomplish? 49? 59?!

If I build it, will he come?

Hehee. Just kidding.

Drowning in if’s,
AS

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